I really do not want to either. At all. To be honest, I was afraid YOU did, which would I would accept despite my feelings because all things considered, I have no right to ask you not to.
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I really do not want to either. At all. To be honest, I was afraid YOU did, which would I would accept despite my feelings because all things considered, I have no right to ask you not to.