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Hey, this is Vriska! I'm ignoring my PCD right now. Leave me a message and if I like you enough, I'll get back to you!

Does it make a difference that me and Hanna are more than friends?

I was just usin' friends as a general term, sorry..

I'm not offended. That was a real question.

Oh. Ok. Well.. I'm not really sure. [He sat back for a moment to analyze..] I mean they both seem like authorative figures in your life.. so I think in this case it doesn't mean differently. Like if it were say.. a friend vs Hanna, who's your moirall, or a friend vs Pitch, who's your unknown factor that holds a high standing, then hands down its different, but because bothuvem are kindve in a position where you look up to them, I think it's the same concept.

Looking up to them is the wrong word. Especially with Hanna; I don't want to be him.

Looking sideways to?

I don't even know what that would imply!

Well if looking up in wanting to be like, then looking sideways is advice I can only assume..

Yeah, I guess.

Hanna's definitely not my dad. That's the thing.

Yea, neitheruvem are.. they're two people whose word you take highly.

Hanna's definitely less my dad than Pitch is, though.

Y'know.. that is something I can believe.. [He kinda looks the part too. I thought he was a troll when I first met 'im.]...does he do the whole fatherly thing..? [Zell wasn't quite sure what a father's job was, but he assumed it was similar to how his Grandpa helped his adoptive mother until he passed away.]

Hanna? He tries. I don't want him to, though; I want to be moirails.

Weird, isn't moiralling supposed to be like.. bff plus advisor? Does he just have a paternal streak?

It's a romance. It's way more than "BFF".

I knoooow, I'm bad with comparative terms.. its a curse!

Okay. I just get sick of people calling us just friends. Hanna does it too sometimes, and it bugs me! He says he loves me just as much as he loves his human boyfriend, but his actions don't always tell the same story.

[she pauses, realizing that she's getting off-topic]

-- Anyway. I don't know if he has a parental streak or not.

Yea.. sorry about that.. [He awkwardly claws at his neck. Cultures, man..]

Does he do it to Lea too though?

No.

Ohh.. weird.. mayne its the age difference between you an' Lea.

Probably. And that sucks! He means well and he really tries to see me as more than just a little kid, but sometimes I don't know how much it works.

And then I feel like shit complaining about it, because hey, I'm the one trying to get him to feel things that aren't natural for him.

[He wasn't sure how to respond to that. Twer they in person, he'd likely have just hugged her and told her she didn't completely suck.]

Eh, you just gotta let him go at his pace..! I mean he's sidelearning a contrary to like.. 25 years of societal teachin'. [Like a sleeper mission..!]

I am. Sometimes I just think it'd be easier for him if he didn't have to.

I saw him when I moved out that time. He was so... relaxed. I used to make him like that, but I don't anymore.

[There's a lotve things in life that it'd be easier without, but that doesn't make 'em less wanted..]

Maybe he just needed time alone..

I just hope I'm not making his life really hard.

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