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Hey, this is Vriska! I'm ignoring my PCD right now. Leave me a message and if I like you enough, I'll get back to you!

[another skeptical look]

Seriously?

Yea.. I toldju. It's really weird an' kinda complicated. Like I don't even know where to start.

[Moments pass in silence. He starts to fidget.

I'm sorry is probly a good place..] I'm sorry. I really fucked up.

Well, try to start. You might as well!

[Shit.. start at the beginning..? ] Ok. So. Y'know how I came here alone..? Well.. that guy.. is one of my cell from home, onea the ones i traveled the world and fought alongside.. but from like an alternate future. Or something like that. [There's a slight shrug.]

[And now for Zell being aware of his feelings with Zell.] Anyway I feel way too attached to him 'cause he's like that weird reminder. Doesnt know me at all, though, which is pretty awful. ..an' kinda funny 'cause I know him through an' through.

[Although that takes on new meaning now. Sorry Rinoa..

He pauses for a moment.]

This isn't really convincing me that you don't like him, Zell.

I know! I'm getting to that! I don't.. have that kinda feeling for him.. [Even if the fangirls disagree.] I just.. don't want to be with him like that.

Anyway, we started hangin' out, an' it was refreshing, [After all the getting outve the way that I'd been avoiding him 'cause I didn't want him to think I was usin' him as a substitute.] but anyway, so I didn't see him for a while, then yesterday he came over. So we were talkin' an' drinking, an I misread a lotta things he said. [God, why am I so freakin' thickskulled sometimes?]

Somewhere 'round the way, [I thought he was gonna leave 'cause i wasn't taking a hint..] everything got really confusing.

So you thought he wanted you to kiss him. And you did it.

This is still really dumb, Zell.

Who was it, anyway?

Again, I know! .....I didn't..

Anyway It's Leon.

Great. So you're going to have Albedo trying to kill you, too.

No, they broke up. That was uhh.. partve the misconception. Well maybe.. shit add him to the list of people who's lives I've thrown a rock at with yesterday..

... I don't even know what to say here.

Just don't say anything, I want to die.

[No he doesn't.]

Well, I don't know what to do either, so...

Yea.. me neither.. I'm pretty confused about shit.

Like what?

Feelings, why I do stupid things on a regular basis, how many people I've affected with my bs, if I've scared him off, if I hurt you, an' all that sorta stuff..

[she crosses her arm over her chest, gripping the opposite shoulder; it's times like this that she really wished she still had two arms, so she could cross them defensively]

I have to think about this.

[is this how far she's fallen? if something like this had happened on Alternia, she would have lashed out violently]

[now she just feels defeated]

I'd be kinda weirded out if you didn't..

[My first serious relationship, an' I wreck it by kissing a man. Did NOT see this coming.

Behold the power of a 3 second kiss.]

Yeah. So...

[...]

Yeah.

Yea...

..I do still love you.. [That didn't sound creepy or anything. Shit, s'that rubbing salt in the wound?] ..an' I'm not lookin' to be with him like that, just to clarify.

But you're just going to go around kissing people if you think that's what they want.

No. I told you. It was kind of a special case.

So if he asks you to, you will.

Not anymore.. we had a pretty long conversation about it..

... I'm going to go home now. Okay?

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