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[dicey]

Hey, this is Vriska! I'm ignoring my PCD right now. Leave me a message and if I like you enough, I'll get back to you!

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[dicey]

I'm afraid of hurting him. Which is a shitty excuse, because I wouldn't want him to use it to not tell me things.

[combatking]

Yeaaa.. well dyu know how you're gonna phrase it?

[dicey]

No.

I wasn't telling him and I was justifying it by not admitting it to myself, but then I was talking to you and it just slipped out!

Man. I am a shitty moirail and a hypocrite.

[combatking]

Ohh..

[There's a pang of guilt, though he's not sure why.]

Hey.. people do make mistakes.. I mean this is giving you a chance to fix it. Right now he doesn't even know you haven't told him.

[dicey]

I don't think he'd even want to hear it.

[combatking]

Whether he wants to hear it or not, it's kindve a part of your life now..

[dicey]

But he's going through stuff right now! And if he doesn't want to hear it...

... I don't know. We're different people. I'm hurt when he doesn't tell me things, but maybe me telling him this thing now would hurt him more than not.

[combatking]

Yea... i forgot about that.. might want to wait until Lea's found an' that blows over..

[dicey]

It's not only about that. He gets all weird whenever Pitch comes up.

[combatking]

Well... they ARE sortve nemesis.. an' Pitch is gettin' a lot closer to the family than I think he wouldve expected, y'know?

[dicey]

I get why he doesn't like Pitch. I just wish he were more okay with me not not liking him.

[combatking]

Its probly gonna take some getting used to for him.. their interactions don't really go too well an' while you can have friends your other friends don't like, it takes alotta getting used to.

[dicey]

Does it make a difference that me and Hanna are more than friends?

[combatking]

I was just usin' friends as a general term, sorry..

[dicey]

I'm not offended. That was a real question.

[combatking]

Oh. Ok. Well.. I'm not really sure. [He sat back for a moment to analyze..] I mean they both seem like authorative figures in your life.. so I think in this case it doesn't mean differently. Like if it were say.. a friend vs Hanna, who's your moirall, or a friend vs Pitch, who's your unknown factor that holds a high standing, then hands down its different, but because bothuvem are kindve in a position where you look up to them, I think it's the same concept.

[dicey]

Looking up to them is the wrong word. Especially with Hanna; I don't want to be him.

[combatking]

Looking sideways to?

[dicey]

I don't even know what that would imply!

[combatking]

Well if looking up in wanting to be like, then looking sideways is advice I can only assume..

[dicey]

Yeah, I guess.

Hanna's definitely not my dad. That's the thing.

[combatking]

Yea, neitheruvem are.. they're two people whose word you take highly.

[dicey]

Hanna's definitely less my dad than Pitch is, though.

[combatking]

Y'know.. that is something I can believe.. [He kinda looks the part too. I thought he was a troll when I first met 'im.]...does he do the whole fatherly thing..? [Zell wasn't quite sure what a father's job was, but he assumed it was similar to how his Grandpa helped his adoptive mother until he passed away.]

[dicey]

Hanna? He tries. I don't want him to, though; I want to be moirails.