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[dicey]

Hey, this is Vriska! I'm ignoring my PCD right now. Leave me a message and if I like you enough, I'll get back to you!

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Re: [Action] I saw it and then didn't change it bc my ten. I am a monster.

[combatking]

I know! [He let out a sigh.

Actually i probly overcomplicated it. What the hell is WRONG with me?]

I think.. ok have you been so consumed by a need for approval from someone that you do really stupid things..??

[Action] hdu

[dicey]

[yes, she has]

[and sometimes that person wasn't even someone who was around to give approval]

I didn't cheat on someone I was dating because of a need for approval, that's for fucking sure.

Re: [Action] hdu

[combatking]

[His hand went straight to the back of his neck in that age old tic of his as he averted his eyes.]

Yea..

[Action]

[dicey]

Do you like him?

Re: [Action]

[combatking]

Not like that, no..

[Action]

[dicey]

[another skeptical look]

Seriously?

Re: [Action]

[combatking]

Yea.. I toldju. It's really weird an' kinda complicated. Like I don't even know where to start.

[Moments pass in silence. He starts to fidget.

I'm sorry is probly a good place..] I'm sorry. I really fucked up.

[Action]

[dicey]

Well, try to start. You might as well!

Re: [Action]

[combatking]

[Shit.. start at the beginning..? ] Ok. So. Y'know how I came here alone..? Well.. that guy.. is one of my cell from home, onea the ones i traveled the world and fought alongside.. but from like an alternate future. Or something like that. [There's a slight shrug.]

[And now for Zell being aware of his feelings with Zell.] Anyway I feel way too attached to him 'cause he's like that weird reminder. Doesnt know me at all, though, which is pretty awful. ..an' kinda funny 'cause I know him through an' through.

[Although that takes on new meaning now. Sorry Rinoa..

He pauses for a moment.]

[Action]

[dicey]

This isn't really convincing me that you don't like him, Zell.

Re: [Action]

[combatking]

I know! I'm getting to that! I don't.. have that kinda feeling for him.. [Even if the fangirls disagree.] I just.. don't want to be with him like that.

Anyway, we started hangin' out, an' it was refreshing, [After all the getting outve the way that I'd been avoiding him 'cause I didn't want him to think I was usin' him as a substitute.] but anyway, so I didn't see him for a while, then yesterday he came over. So we were talkin' an' drinking, an I misread a lotta things he said. [God, why am I so freakin' thickskulled sometimes?]

Somewhere 'round the way, [I thought he was gonna leave 'cause i wasn't taking a hint..] everything got really confusing.

[Action]

[dicey]

So you thought he wanted you to kiss him. And you did it.

This is still really dumb, Zell.

Who was it, anyway?

Re: [Action]

[combatking]

Again, I know! .....I didn't..

Anyway It's Leon.

[Action]

[dicey]

Great. So you're going to have Albedo trying to kill you, too.

Re: [Action]

[combatking]

No, they broke up. That was uhh.. partve the misconception. Well maybe.. shit add him to the list of people who's lives I've thrown a rock at with yesterday..

[Action]

[dicey]

... I don't even know what to say here.

Re: [Action]

[combatking]

Just don't say anything, I want to die.

[No he doesn't.]

[Action]

[dicey]

Well, I don't know what to do either, so...

Re: [Action]

[combatking]

Yea.. me neither.. I'm pretty confused about shit.

[Action]

[dicey]

Like what?

Re: [Action]

[combatking]

Feelings, why I do stupid things on a regular basis, how many people I've affected with my bs, if I've scared him off, if I hurt you, an' all that sorta stuff..

[Action]

[dicey]

[she crosses her arm over her chest, gripping the opposite shoulder; it's times like this that she really wished she still had two arms, so she could cross them defensively]

I have to think about this.

[is this how far she's fallen? if something like this had happened on Alternia, she would have lashed out violently]

[now she just feels defeated]

Re: [Action]

[combatking]

I'd be kinda weirded out if you didn't..

[My first serious relationship, an' I wreck it by kissing a man. Did NOT see this coming.

Behold the power of a 3 second kiss.]

[Action]

[dicey]

Yeah. So...

[...]

Yeah.

Re: [Action]

[combatking]

Yea...

..I do still love you.. [That didn't sound creepy or anything. Shit, s'that rubbing salt in the wound?] ..an' I'm not lookin' to be with him like that, just to clarify.